It finally ended today! Ironically, on the sad, third anniversary of a karmic roller coaster ride that had begun in July 2011 and finally concluded today in July 2014. An incredible juxtaposition- I’m happy that I was able to finally help a beautiful and vibrant spirit let go and crossover today in peace after so many years. I’m filled with gratitude that it was a peaceful crossover but at the same time, I’m feeling incredibly sad, the price, I personally paid was an enormous human sacrifice. In the end, it also destroyed a human connection in this, temporary life. I can’t believe it’s finally over.
Three years ago, I wish I had known where the journey would lead, but of course I was kept in the dark- spirit led connections never let you know where the journey will take you. They are the ones calling the shots.
I guess I’m finally understanding the depth of what it means being connected with that other world. I wish the crossover hadn’t taken so long. However, in my heart I know that I was selected for a special reason. I did the healing work for which I was chosen and now I work on healing myself. I’m feeling blessed that you let go and are now finally able to rest in peace. I will miss our conversations. I understood your fears why it took you so long. I’m blessed to have known you for as long as I did. Perhaps someday those who you left behind will also be at peace. I remember the very first time I had watched the movie “ghost”, I had thought how amazing it would be to be able to do that for someone. I had no idea of my abilities back then, nor did I know that I would experience what I just experienced. This experience was so much more powerful than any movie you could watch. It has been the single most transformational experience of my life. I’m feeling a sense of relief. A sense of peace. My only wish is that I can’t share this news with her loved ones but I think maybe there will be a sign in the stars or the sky. Blessings & Peace
Today was an emotional roller coaster! The second Monday that hasn’t gotten off to a terrific start. I had to spend sometime grounding myself and getting myself back on track. Learning to deflect negative energy takes time and practice. The positive aspect was a very powerful vision that came to me during my morning meditation. It startled me in a good way. So the lesson for today is that regardless of what the day brings, there is always a way to re frame your attitude and get grounded, never lose sight of what is important . I’ve gotten really good at not feeling sorry for myself or goinginto the victim mode when something negative happens. So there is a lot of wisdom and healing in this quote. Release your ego, emotion and attachment and your life will become so much better. All praise to the Divine for embracing me with this wisdom.
I know this sounds like a cliche but I believe this to be true. I started down the spiritual awakening path a few years ago. This is the first time, I was introduced to the concept of healing ourself, examining our wounds, facing our fears, and most important, looking within ourself to find answers, and forgiving ourself. This is a practice this is ongoing. We live in a world that doesn’t focus on self awareness and authenticity instead society assigns blame. Everyone is a victim. I think we must step away from that mentality and move towards embracing our true self. This is what I refer to as becoming comfortable in your skin. Not being afraid to express yourself authentically.
Sunday blessings for healing and wisdom.
Words of Wisdom in this quote. Sometimes we spend so much time worrying about things that we have no control over. How about spending our time appreciating what we have in what is in our control.
Have a blessed weekend!
Never stop believing in yourself! Always trust in the universe and the higher power to guide you towards what is in your best interest. The right things will manifest if you are open and just believe.
Wishes for a good day!