As I start to write this journal entry, I have to share that I am feeling giddy. I am smiling. I feel peaceful and my soul is rejoicing.
I have a twinkle in my eye and tears of joy are streaming down my face. This journal entry doesn’t contain any sorrow. During the last few years, I’ve experienced so many powerful intuitive dreams, visions, spirit guided messages and many of them have left me confused and sad. However, last night I experienced the most intuitive soul healing experience. I woke up this morning with my hand on my heart. I touched the place where I used to feel this ache, this hole in my heart. But now the pain has completely dissipated, there is no hurt, no angst at all. My soul feels spirit filled with love, whole and complete. My heart has healed. Yesterday, I didn’t believe this was even possible. I believe 100 percent that this intuitive healing experience is Spirit led.
I had a healing dream and made an intuitive connection with another person. In this dream, we looked into each other eyes and first she spoke her truth and shared everything that was inside of her heart. She released all the fear and pain and spoke from her heart. Next was my turn, and I too had the courage to share all my fear, pain and speak from my heart. Throughout this exchange we were holding hands and our eyes and souls were connected. Neither of us even blinked. There was an embrace and release of emotions. It was a river of tears that flowed but then two beautiful smiles and a calming peace entered the room. All the distance, the ego, the past was erased- all in one magical second. I think it is very fitting that this soul healing occurred this way. Deep down our connection had always been at the soul level, so how poetic that in the end it was the twin souls which healed themselves. No words were spoken at the end. It was a deep knowing that everything is all right.
I’ve shared before how challenging this year has been. I’ve described it as the second worst year of my life. So many sudden, traumatic losses I’ve experienced, so much soul growth. Being in traditional therapy the last few months has helped a little as has meditation and following a self care practice. But being in connection with my higher self and intuitively experiencing this type of soul healing is a gift. This blog has served as a therapeutic outlet. I’m grateful to everyone who has witnessed my journey- the ups and downs. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! Peace.
Love, Light and Infinite Blessings.
This is so true! Sadly, this happenned to me personally. I lost a beautiful relationship because of some silly misunderstand. Even today, I don’t know what went wrong but whenever ego, fear, hurt, anger, sadness or any other emotion take you away from connection and communication, you become vulnerable. Have an open heart who is compassionate and loving and try to repair the relationships that you still can and treasure the memories of the ones that are lost.
Love, Light, Healing, Blessings
I keep getting this message repeatedly this week wherever I go! I guess the universe is trying to tell me something. I agree, forgiveness is an essential element of spiritual growth. I think it weighs you down if you hold a grudge or resentment towards others. Regardless of the circumstances, no matter how you were hurt or wronged or by whom, by releasing negative emotions, you feel lighter and at peace.
Wishing everyone a peaceful night with happy dreams. Tomorrow is another important day in determining my future path. I’m staying positive and receptive to whatever the universe has in store for me. Life is much more peaceful when one doesn’t attach any expectation or outcome to what God has planned for you. All I’m doing is staying grounded and focused. This is a place of soul growth and maturity for me. I’ve come a long way in a few short months.
Tonight’s class we discussed forgiveness across different religions. Very insightful discussion. Lesson for tonight. Forgive yourself first and release any judgment towards yourself. See yourself as perfect and whole.
Love, Light, and Peace
As you tap on anger, it may clear away- leaving a different layer, such as sadness. Then, as you tap through the sadness, you may realize that you actually are frustrated… And so it continues until you fully clear an issue. Working through these layers might seem tedious at first! But the reality is, emotional, physical and spiritual experiences are often multi layered. Unless we address every layer or aspect of an issue we can’t hope to fully clear it.
Nick Ortner- author of Tapping Solution
Before going to sleep every night forgive everyone and sleep with a clean heart. Great message for all of us.
What a powerful message!
I have learned the importance of forgiving ourself and others for any hurts or wounds. By not forgiving, we can remain stuck and blocked and aren’t able to break through and get to a healing place. So here is a message to the Universe for someone who isn’t with me to say to them in person but I will say it out loud so I can get to a place of healing for myself.
I forgive myself and I forgive you, for all of it. I want healing for myself, I want peace and happiness.
I am free and I am whole.
I am clear and I am complete.”
This word is thrown around a lot. In reality, forgiveness is about learning a lesson from an experience. It’s isn’t about the other soul, their actions, their words or what they did or didn’t do. It is about you allowing yourself to release all emotions; pain, shame, guilt, anger, sadness, betrayal or anything else which you are holding on too. Forgiveness is about releasing all of that and has to do with your ego. From a soul perspective, at the core, there is only unconditional love. This is the lesson I’ve learned in my own life. Everything that happens in your life, happens for a reason. The key is to ask yourself- what is the lesson? If it happens over and over again- it probably means you aren’t learning or applying the lesson.
Tonight ‘m feeling spirit filled, full of love, compassion, and inspiration. I spent my birthday with intention of making the day a memorable one, a calm, relaxing one. I went to the zoo, being surrounded by beautiful animals. I could see all the animals and their beautiful souls, such amazing energy. After the zoo, I went for some zen time, long massage, relaxation. The evening ended with a nice family dinner. I’m blessed that both my parents are still living, along with my siblings, aunts, uncles, cousins, and many many friends. The only day on Facebook which I enjoy, nice to be valued and appreciated by so many connections, old and new. A few minutes ago, I wrote in my journal about the day, May 22, 2014, it adds up to 11:11- important number in numerology and spiritual awakening. A perfect end to this year.
I pray to the Divine to continue to bless me with good health, wisdom and joy to stay on the correct path. I ask for forgiveness for my mistakes, for healing of past hurts and wounds and lastly, I ask for strength and courage, so that I can fulfill my destiny in this lifetime.
In life you will experience hurt feelings especially in those close relationships that mean the world to you. Usually, that is you clearing out your karma with the other soul. Although it is important to not internalize your feelings as that will only cause more pain and harm in the long run. Try to make an effort to clear the air with them and if they are unwilling or not in a place to do that with you then do your clearing with the universe and send them blessings. Having a compassionate heart who can forgive easily takes mindful practice. I’m working on letting go and forgiving a lot from my past. Some days are good and others are most challenging but one must start with the intention.